I feel as if I am being pushed to my limit. I am so tired of trying to do the right thing for my mother. It is not my mother as much as my sisters. I asked my sister a few days ago to contact Momma. She told me yes and then ignored it. I can not be the sole person trying to make sure Momma is okay. I feel as if I am being pushed to the point of attempting suicide. I do have a stash of pills that may work. I have been keeping them just in case I can not take it any more. I have had it.