Try to open up as it would normally be suggested, only to be told that suicide is for the weak. I even confronted straight up that it wasn't and that one wouldn't know until they've reached that end themselves. What do you do when loved ones don't take your cries seriously and tell you that it is weak? I've contemplated on hurting myself, but I didn't. I'm not sure what to do or if it's worth carrying on. I've been housebound and of course people look down on me for that too. I'm not feeling the pressure of wanting to do anything right now, but the thought of what I was told still disturbs me as well as the fact that I could feel it again at any time. I'm wanting to do something but I have nobody to turn to. Then people wonder why I don't open up.