How does it affect a person usually? I for a long time managed to brush such words aside, both in real life and online, but you know, water breaks rock eventually. And it started getting to me too. Funny, it is... Just for my political views and overall mindset, for participating in a non-glorious rightful war, I get this shit, the opinion that such a person as I doesn't deserve to live. With time, I began, even involuntary, to think so too. Or rather, feel that in such a hopeless situation, being encircled by, as it reveals, enemies even in the closest social circles, to really end it all. but doesn't it count as assisted suicide, and people who say that, can too, ironically enough, be murderers?