Whats up guys? First, I am not trying to force religion on anybody. I'm just trying to show u guys the how important it is to worship God and be a good person. And yes he does exist regardless of what anyone tells u. Whatever way u wanna worship God is fine just as long as it makes u a good person. I've been through the worst of the worst of situations, but as time passes, God makes my life better and better. I've tryed 2 commit suicide, but thankfully I failed. I've been getting better jobs, better women, and better friends. God will help u if u get rid of the evil in your soul and stay loyal to him. I'm not saying that u will automatically go 2 hell if you take your life, I just feel that God prefers that you live and help make this world a better place. If u feel that u have a reason to commit suicide, God will give u a reason 2 live if show him that u are worthy of a good reason.