i hope you are hearing these words of mine ones that know what it is like to feel so alone so abandoned okay i hope you are not ignoring the words i try so hard to get you to hear. I CARE i always will okay You need to care too okay for me YES for me okay you get your ass over to the hospital NOW okay Carla i mean it i do get help for you for Nate okay I am the one SCREAMING now call crisis and get help Now please hear my words okay don't let me be invisible here i care Iv cares everyone here Cares okay now please call crisis now