Hi...If I tell my dr that the only time I don’t want to kill myself is when I take Ativan will he admit me to the hospital? I know all about the dangers, the withdrawals, etc. of benzos but quite frankly, I have a life limiting auto immune disease and if taking a benzo every day gives me a few more years of quality of life, I will take it. I am 62. I have severe ptsd and I am in therapy but really have come to the end of my rope. I had a beautiful life before trauma. When I take ativan, at least I can at least have a memory...though maybe a false one...of what life used to be like.
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