My best friend killed himself last week it involved a train won't say any more. His funeral is this Thursday , to get to the this funeral I have to take a train its the only way up there so on the day of his funeral I will have to be at the same place he died before and after the service. I even tried looking for coach tickets but there isn't a coach that leaves early enough to get there in time for the service. I have been to funerals before like my grandparents away but this just feels different. I get the whole seeing the casket helps the acceptance process of it all but I have accepted it. Is it wrong to not go ? Sorry if this seems all muddled my head is just a mess at the moment.