I just wanted to wish everyone the best for next year, because you all deserve the best that life has to offer. I have gotten to know some very kind people here, and you have helped me in the past, but I just can't do this anymore. I'm sorry but I can't face another year like this. But I didn't want anyone to see this as a failure in helping me, it's more like I'm the failure and will continue to fail at everything for the rest of my life. It's to the point where I don't think people want me around much anymore, and I'm sorry it had to come to that. I still hope that everyone can find what they want in life, because you are all great.