A little over two years ago, the guy I had been dating sexually assaulted me. I've been getting over it little, by little. The first person I told was my best friend. She's not still my BEST friend, but we're still very close. Or so I thought. I'll call her T. Today, I found out that T has been talking to him and flirting with him even though she knows everything that happened and everything it made me feel and do and try to do. I feel so betrayed because I trusted her the most and it feels like she just completely stabbed me in the back. And nothing I've told her is safe either because she could tell him everything at any moment and that is terrifying. Just when I though I was finally starting to get over what happened and stop fearing that he would come back and do it again and take it further, it's all just ripped out from under me and I don't feel safe anymore.