Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by itmahanh, Mar 23, 2008.

  1. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    I feel so bad like I just wasted a so many hours of a poor young man last night. He talked me "down". I had already started the pills and had the blade ready to slit my throat. He took the time to care and calmed me down and help me back to a safe distant away from that "edge". But today the thoughts are still there, the need to carry through is still strong. What the fuck is wrong with me? I feel like I'm betraying him so badly. I dont want to waste anyones time anymore!!!
  2. carol2237

    carol2237 Guest


    You are wasting no ones time. The people here care about you hun, just as you care about them. We came to this little community to both give and recieve help, and you have done more than your fair share of helping. It is time for us as a community to help you through this. You are strong Carla, but even the strongest of people need a shoulder to lean on sometimes. Let us help you hun. *huggles*