Well ,my 2 year marriage seems to be at almost an end. MY wife wants a trial separation, after cheating on me. I stuck with her through everything, just like my 3 other relationships. I have no money, defiantly none for a divorce, and this just adds one more thing that makes me not want to live. I have no will to live, I don't think I ever did. My parents abused me in most every way they could and got away with. They even took my cats, my 5 baby boys from me. I'll have to give up the two I have now because I don't expect my friend to watch them forever. My parents keep me apart from everything I love and makes me feel better. I'm still a slave to them, after all these years. Nothing has changed. I sacrifice, work hard, compromise..and it all ends up the same, and I end up right back with my parents. I pray for god to let me die every day. I need to take medicine just to stand my parents, but it doesn't seem to be helping my depression, because I have plenty to be depressed about.