I hate them. I hate myself. I hate my life, and I hate every goddamn thing I have every encountered over the last 4 years. I hate every human that has ever or will ever live, for no good reason at all. I am filled with so much hated, and nothing seems to assuage me. I'm worried that there are only two ways to end it. The first is psychiatric help, the second is to just end it all. Would pills help me stop hating myself?