I couldn't recall the amount of times people including friends claim I'm possibly the funniest loser they've met but I can count all the times I've never been invited to party's or out at the weekend to nightclubs. Fair enough I wouldn't enjoy myself and I do come across grumpy which in my world is the real me per se. I've somehow been typecasted as a clown by everybody whilst trying not to come across like a rude person. Most of the time I'm short on a conversation so I'll simply come out with something witty due to the amount of times spent alone to my own devises watching comedy dvds and tv it isn't a surprise to be honest. The trouble is I think nobody considers me to be worth while company so they don't bother lending a hand when it comes to holding a conversation but It's always me looking red faced if I've tried to save the rare moment by acting like a fool. Instinctively stupid I guess.