Im not even upset at my life at this point. I just want relief from this constant state of exhaustion. The thought of suicide is tempting not just end it all but to not feel so used up anymore. Im ready to have a breakdown just from fighting sleep ALL DAY LONG. From having to battle to get up in the morning. Caffiene does nothing anymore. 2 pots 3 pots coffee doesnt matter, i am still indescribily exhausted. And after all of this to finally fall asleep just to have nightmares. Can i not escape?