Hi all I'm off my meds and for the past week i've been on an emotional roller coaster going from deep deep suicidal depression to super happy. I've noticed that as time went on the intervals between my switches has been increasing and now I'm at today where my time in this depressive state has been 8 hours, and I'm stuck here. Just everything that anyone says sends me deeper and deeper into this depression. I have a bottle of codine and I'm looking at it thinking of taking a lot to make everything numb. Takes the pain away right? Someone please help me!