Hey all, I dont post in this specific sub forum, because, well, i dont know. i know im depressed. i just dont post here. my problem, or more so question, is that i can go for 3 or 4 days feeling just ok, and then ill just drop into a worse depression than before i felt okay. it just keeps happening over and over, and each time after i "Crash" i feel like killing myself, or hurting myself enough to not wake up. i dont know what to do now, i just wait through the ok periods for when i wake up, and want to die. the depression period lasts for anywhere from a day or two to 3 weeks... am i just bi polar? or is tere something more going on? i self harm, btw.