Well I've officially found out I'm bi polar and I can't handle it any more. Things are going terribly with my boyfriend and I have no friends in a city I moved to over a year and a half ago. Loneliness, guilt, isolation, I want to end it. I've been through countless counselling and doses of anti depressants and it hasnt helped. I just feel so alone and so lost. Second time in a week and I don't think I can take much more of this. I just need it to end, I just need an end - I can't cope with it being never ending... I need out.