I just feel so detatched from everyone at the moment. Its like heres me and 20 miles away theres everyone else. Fuck knows whats wrong with me. Maybe its the time of year who knows. Ive come to realise i wasnt born this way i was shaped and moulded into what i am by everyone and everything around me. I have had so much shit done to me it amazing im alive so i guess i got that to be thankful for. I dont know i guess im just sick of being viewed as someone who is angry 24 hours a day. Maybe people should sit and ask themselves why instead and actually try and understand me instead of telling me im wrong all the damn time.