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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Hache, Dec 14, 2009.

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  1. Hache

    Hache Well-Known Member

    I cant turn this around, maybe I should just die, it would be easier, everything in my life is failing badly, I just cant turn it around, there's no fight, just self pity, cant do anything alone, no matter what people say I need to do, which they have said plenty on here for a long time, just not got the ability to do it.
     
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    You've got some fight left, because you posted here. :hug: What's wrong?
     
  3. Hache

    Hache Well-Known Member

    Got no close friends
    Never had a girlfriend
    Failing university
    Got no future, got no past
    Lonely, unhealthy


    Just gunna get drunk now
     
  4. Disappear

    Disappear Well-Known Member

    Why are you failing uni? That is something that can be worked on
     
  5. Hache

    Hache Well-Known Member

    I dont know, I guess I am not good enough, personally I blame the assessment method of some of the modules, maybe its not the right course for me, but this is my 4th course ha, half way through this one at least, quit the others, its the depression effecting my performance I think
     
  6. TWF

    TWF Well-Known Member

    Me too, I'm procrastinating none-stop because I just have no motivation, I wouldn't say I'm depressed but its gone that level further, beyond depression, I'm not kicking and cutting myself, I basically don't give a fuck about anything anymore but I know I'll haul-ass as soon as the exam gets close.

    I think in your case you need some motivation and if you really can't, drop out maybe? But you say its your 4th course, honestly, after 4 tries you might realise something is 'not for you'. If your really sure its your depression holding you back I suggst you get something done about that, no good being depressed and studying.
     
  7. Hache

    Hache Well-Known Member

    i'm drunjk now, the pain hjas gone, ive hsd a good dcry, its jsut a mosmentr this time will pass~???
     
  8. TWF

    TWF Well-Known Member

    And then come back worse.......
     
  9. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Just wondering how you're doing now...?
     
  10. Hache

    Hache Well-Known Member

    feel incredibly ill
     
  11. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Hope you feel better soon!
     
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