ok so I know this is weird to you guy's who don't obsess over irrational things, but hear me out. I have this fear that one day the universe will become conscious and tell me that life was meaningless and that am I inferior, biological mistake. and that everybody I love will leave me and the rest of life will be spent in despair. I know it's crazy, but I have learned that the best way handle my irrational fears is to treat it like it's already happened - facing it head on no matter how stupid or crazy. for example I believed I was a psychopath and promised I wouldn't hurt anyone. I know it's a hard thing to ask but if anyone can help me, I will be very thankful.