hi this is my first time posting but i've been reading for a while. i don't know why but i'm really scared of posting! i just want to say that i think that it's really cool that there's somewhere you can go when you're really desperate, to talk to other people who might understand you, especially when there's no one you can talk to in your own life i don't really know what to say, but basically i'm a girl and i turned 20 last week. i know i'm young and everything, but i keep getting these panics about being old and my life passing me by. My greatest fear is ending up old and alone, in the same sitituation as i'm in now, having done nothing in my life. The worst part is i think there's more chance of that happening than not happening, if you know what i mean. Anyway, thanks for reading, if you did.