I'm a 22 year old male. I’ve never kissed a girl or held ones hand, I’m not that bad looking its just that I’m a complete social retard and a dud. I’m just incredibly passive to life and goings on around me, it’s like the life in me has already left. I come from middle class parents, that seem to me to be duds also... With each birth there is deviation from its predecessors. Some are good deviations – some are bad. In nature the bad deviations a weeded out through natural selection. In our society usually the social retards also get weeded out. I feel like this is what I am, I see in the future no real chance of me coping with anything, let alone a family, or a partner, no partner would want a piece of crap like me. I don’t really have any friends, and really can’t see myself making new ones, as people on the whole tend to scare me, and I’m also quite a boring person which is not all that appealing as a potential friend. I think having people around you is really important in life, but as I said I’m one of the bad deviations of nature with shitty social skills. Life seems to be getting emptier and emptier. I don’t know what the hell I should do, if anyone else can give me some advice, or is in the same boat please contact me.