I’m concerned for my health. I eat constantly, it’s my way of dealing with everything. When I’m sad, stressed, tired, even bored, I turn to food. I feel ill at ease if I’m not eating. It makes me feel calm. Over the past couple of months, I’ve been to the doctor’s and psychiatrist’s constantly for antidepressant related issues. Every time I go, they have to weigh me. I have gained ten pounds. I’m still at a pretty healthy weight since I was naturally pretty small, but I’m gaining weight quite steadily. Ten pounds isn’t really that much weight, but it feels like a lot. I feel ugly. I try to resist, but I can’t. Of course I’m not dealing with a full blown eating disorder here, but I’m concerned it may turn into that.