I have a court injunction out against me cause i owe a bank €600. Thats all. 600. Had to make a partial payment yesterday, and have till tomorrow to try come up with some way of paying. Between myself and stephen, we have €8 till next tuesday, and that will prob go on cat food. Was trying to make this birthday a good one. and happy memory, trying to make it a new starting point. Get rid of the old shit times, start the new. Thought it was a good time to do this becuase of everything thats happened this year; re-started college, getting my brother away from my abusive mother, passing college, getting out more. I thought now would be a good time to start over. But no, have to pretend to be all happy and amazing and good times. I'm drained.