Birthday present to me...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Shezamura, May 1, 2009.

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  1. Shezamura

    Shezamura Well-Known Member

    well... today is my birthday... im finally 20.... i was going to kill myself exactly 1 week ago... i shouldnt be here... i wanted to die... but now.... i started doing something that many of you do... but warned me about... and now i love it.... I started cutting last night... and i absolutly love the feeling.... i.... absolutly love this feeling...
     
  2. Belladonna

    Belladonna Well-Known Member

    I know you love it and I'm not judging you (I do that too), but it is not good for you. Please be careful. PM me and talk to me if you feel like talking about self-injury.
     
  3. morning rush

    morning rush Well-Known Member

    Happy birthday!

    I know what you mean...I used to cut too but I stopped because I realised that the marks were becoming permanant...like belladonna said, its not a good way to cope however...it only transfers the pain instead of stopping it completely...

    I wish I could tell you techniques on stopping cutting but I dont even know how I stopped...stay safe :hugtackles:
     
  4. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Happy Birthday.

    I can understand the feeling you get from cutting ... probably sort of a release. But please try to stop.

    I run an SI support site; it's in my sig. You're more than welcome to check it out, and if you ever need to talk about anything relating to SI (or anything else), you can PM me anytime.
     
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