I am almost positive that I am bisexual. I know this intellectually, but I am still not "convinced." In otherwords, I'm still in the closet. I have no problems with bisexuality or homosexuality, I just never really anticipated that I would be one. I've considered how it may be better than being straight. I've thought a lot of things...but the point is that I am afraid to come out, even to myself. I am afraid of the implications. AND I know that bisexuals are often discriminated against even by gay people. Many people think that bisexuality doesn't exist and that these people are "having trouble coming out," or "looking for edge." The fact is that is possible to be attracted to both sexes at the same time, because I am. That is that. If I come out, I am afraid that somehow it will affect my credibility as a thinker, even as a musician (my passion). I am also afraid that it will FURTHER hamper my ability to date. People may think I'm too flighty, that I'll screw anything that casts a shadow. They may think I'm immature. Whatever the hell they think. I'm pretty confused about it all. Even with my openly bisexual friends I have only said I THINK I'm bisexual. I've said it for sure.