I'm having a serious crisis going on a couple days but I don't think i am at the proper site. Problem is, keeping it in is tearing me into shreds and sending me close to depression. I don't get depressed. Forever the optimist etc etc. This has got me totally turned inside out and upside down bordering on a full blown existential crisis. Other problem, is I'm concerned about talking about it because i don't want to upset anyone here either. I'm also very private. Kind of feel all locked up, my heart's being torn in a zillion pieces, my head is reeling, I'm really stuck with this.