i went on a bit of a cutting spree last night, and cut myself 5 times in one minute. it felt fantastic, actually probably the best cutting session i've had, and i've been doing it for two years. the weird thing is, i thought after i'd done it, "wow, i actually dont want to stop doing this". after i did it i got back in bed and didnt cry again. soon enough i went to sleep. like a huge feeling of relief. but i have hundreds of scars and i dont want anymore. trust me, i've tried all the methods to avoid cutting, but none have really worked. how do i stop?