bit of a frenzy.

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by lilella44, Mar 23, 2008.

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  1. lilella44

    lilella44 Well-Known Member

    i went on a bit of a cutting spree last night, and cut myself 5 times in one minute. it felt fantastic, actually probably the best cutting session i've had, and i've been doing it for two years.
    the weird thing is, i thought after i'd done it, "wow, i actually dont want to stop doing this". after i did it i got back in bed and didnt cry again. soon enough i went to sleep. like a huge feeling of relief.
    but i have hundreds of scars and i dont want anymore.
    trust me, i've tried all the methods to avoid cutting, but none have really worked.
    how do i stop?
     
  2. taranama

    taranama Well-Known Member

    wow....thats a lot of cutting..... i cut my arms 45 times in less than an hour. and i just decided that that was the end of it. i finished with cutting. i do get urges every now and then. but i just ignore them. i have to. i can't cut any more. and thats how i stopped cutting. i just....didn't do it any more. i'm sorry that i can't help you any more than that..
     
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