i am really resenting the world. before i used to just be upset and anxious around ppl. now i am starting to hate EVERYONE and EVERYTHING. i cant look at ppl or think about going out without feeling so much hatred towards ppl. if i see a picture on myspace of someone i know, i automatically think of a reason why i hate them. i seem to have loads of reasons for everyone. the only person i talk to is my girlfriend. she is the only person i can physically stand to be around!! why am i so bitter? why would i rather kill myself than hang with certain people. wtf??!!????