might have a date. and while i am most certainly (nervously) excited. i have a creeping feeling of guilt. my ex hasnt talked to me in over 2 years. i havent gone a single hour without thinking of her this entire time, and that's not an exaggeration. just when i make a baby step forward i start to feel bad about it? i dont know if ill ever get over her. the girl i am thinking of going on a date with went to elementary and middle school with me, we got back into contact over fb, but it's been 7 years since we have seen each other in person. she is a good person though. so pretty much, is it being selfish trying to start over with someone if you arent over the last one? if im seeking my own happiness at the moment would that mean im just using this one?