blah blah blah

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by ~PinkElephants~, Oct 22, 2007.

  1. ~PinkElephants~

    ~PinkElephants~ Senior member

    blah blah blah fuckin' blah
    words that's all they are yet i let them bother me
    words simple little fuckin' words but they eat me alive
    I'm tired feeling numb
    Numb numb numb numb
    I should just take em and die
    Take em and let them kill me
    I'm dying inside already
    I'm dead on the out
    The smile is faltering, failing
    The darkness is showing
    The sadness
    It eats away at my soul...it destroys me
    Ive been kept in the dark, locked away
    Didnt want a life, don't want a life
    Want an escape..want a way out.
    Want to disappear...don't think it'd matter
    People move on, people forget
    So tired of thinking things will change
    So tired of thinking my life matters
    Just another body wasting space
    Want to end...hopefully soon...hopefully
    ***END****
     
  2. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    :hug: Kellz..:sad: Here if you need me.
     
  3. The_Discarded

    The_Discarded Staff Alumni

    i hope you don't disappear :no:

    :hug:
     
  4. LetItGo

    LetItGo Staff Alumni

    Definately not :hug:
     
  5. ~PinkElephants~

    ~PinkElephants~ Senior member

    tired of numb
    tired of pain
    tired of hurt
    tired of feeling like a leper
    an outcast
    if i feel nothing i'd still be alive
    and that..i don't know about anymore....
     
  6. ~PinkElephants~

    ~PinkElephants~ Senior member

    yeah thanks for the replies...
    doesn't matter much either way.
    still inside and out is gone...feelings just stranded
    I'm lost..can't find the way
    and no one here will notice
     
  7. im here for you kells, and i mean that. you can pm me anytime or msn me at sarah_goldsmith33@hotmail.com anytime kells - your not alone even if u feel it. people here care for you alot. x