'm high as a fcking kite right now. i think i took to much... anyway, two people that i care bout are gone. number 1 abd 2 on my list. only thing left are cat, parents, couple od other people, ans computers. not much to live for. would phine counsellor but sunday tomorrow, no -one in. would phoine ex, number one thats gone, but that wouldnt go doen well t 2 inthe morning, would talk to friend but she gone too, i think maybe dead. i have nonoe n nothing anymore. whars the point in living?