Everything is becoming so hard. I'm feeling emotionally tired and stressed. I can't even last a day out doing something like being at school or going out to shops without feeling like I need a week of rest. I'm trying as hard as I can to help the ones who need it, yet nothing I say or do does anything. I'm failing everyone. I'm failing myself. I am becoming nothing. Just a pointless soul. I want to give in. I don't care about "stay strong, things get better, you have to think positively". Maybe so, but I can't see anything better then never ending peace. Death is an escape. It might be wrong, but it exists, and why not? I'm sick of hurting people. I'm sick of disappointing. I'm sick of being nothing. I don't want to wait around and see things get better. I don't care about being happy. I don't want things to get better. I just don't want anything to be at all. I just want to be nothing. I don't want to feel. I don't want to exist. My brain isn't working anymore. I can't make the simplest decisions. I don't know anything anymore. I'm not getting anywhere. I'm only going backwards. I want it to end. I wish it would end. Why can't it end?