I am feeling down and want to burn myself. My father died about a year ago, and my mother now is having a hard time after a tooth extraction. Losing or fixing teeth seems harmless but can be very hard for an elderly person. My grandmother(maternal side) had a heart attack right after some dental work. If my mother were to die, all holds are off as to my trying to kill myself. Rather I am also scared. I am facing the decline in my mother's health. Even though she drives me crazy, I will be extremely alone once she goes.