I'm going to start of by saying I don't feel like I'm in crisis. I just notice things like how I don't have friends, how I'm broke and don't have a job, how I lost my girlfriend, how schools not going so well. I notice things like I'm going from doing one thing and another without finishing anything. What ought to concern me most is that I don't feel concern, about anything. I live in a state of ignorance or absence of feeling stress. To explain why that should be worrying - but its not - I don't feel worry. Imagine bills come in and you don't feel stressed to pay them, and pretty soon your evicted and homeless and that's okay too. That's where I think this absence of stress leaves me. I'm 27, I live with my parents. I should be stressed out but I'm not, I'm in my own little world. I'm destined to go to hell in a state of blissful delusion. I would rather feel like I'm in hell and be in heaven. But that option isn't before me.