blood and tears

[forever_scarred]

i went to another website trying again to reach out, i thought it mmite help but after tonite and having no one there...a room full of people and being ignored when i ask for help.....ive been crying for hours, i was crying while i was there...ill never go back...i pushed away a man that could have really helped me...i got so triggered that i will never go back to grief therapy....what am i...a monster no one wants to get close to? ive been crying hard and banging my head on the table so hard my face is bleeding.....
blood and tears i guess thats all i am

 

[Right U R Ken]

...i pushed away a man that could have really helped me...

Contact him. Now. Pushing a good man away hurts both of you. Being with him helps both of you. What's better than that? Go to him. Now. He'll embrace you so don't worry about that. Just do it.