Blood is so seducing... *t*

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by innocencexisxlove, May 28, 2008.

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  1. innocencexisxlove

    innocencexisxlove Well-Known Member

    *trigger-ish*
    It's calling to me..
    I want to cut myself to pieces..
    Let the crimson red flow..

    Maybe I will be at peace for once?
    Who knows.. But the blade is calling my name..

    A cut here..
    A cut there..
    A cut anywhere I can fit it in..

    I want to cut myself until there's no more room to cut.
    I want to go so deep, as to make the blood flow seem eternal..
    I want to cut so horribly, that it kills me... and finally makes me at rest..

    *blushes* sorry everyone.. I had to get it out somewhere... I just..
    Today is the second worse yet... :'( The depression is taking me deep
    into the blue.. and I'm afraid that it's going to be killing me soon...
    I can't take much more.. as much as I know people are hoping
    I get through.. there just aren't enough careing people left here
    to keep me going... :\
     
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  2. janie

    janie Well-Known Member

    i got a paper cut yesturday...maybe go do some origami? n see if u get lucky hahah
     
  3. innocencexisxlove

    innocencexisxlove Well-Known Member

    ha.. guess it's worth a try.
    and if i don't get lucky.
    well atleast i'll have been creative.
    thats a plus, right?
     
  4. janie

    janie Well-Known Member

    yeah - its hard to make up ur own thing with origami tho i usually just make the ...5 things i can to entertain kids. but if u can make a good glider and get to the top of a building to throw it off - that is fun. with a good breeze they go for miles.

    aaaaaghhhh got like 1.5 hrs to kill at "work" so bored~ n this computer blocks msn/youtube/chat windowsss y_y
     
  5. innocencexisxlove

    innocencexisxlove Well-Known Member

    ha. thats how my school is. the computers block everything.
    hmm.. idk if i'll become that lucky.. but i know how to make a few things.
    maybe i'll try and strike my memory and get creative.. idk.
     
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