Blood is so seducing... *t*

[innocencexisxlove]

*trigger-ish*
It's calling to me..
I want to cut myself to pieces..
Let the crimson red flow..

Maybe I will be at peace for once?
Who knows.. But the blade is calling my name..

A cut here..
A cut there..
A cut anywhere I can fit it in..

I want to cut myself until there's no more room to cut.
I want to go so deep, as to make the blood flow seem eternal..
I want to cut so horribly, that it kills me... and finally makes me at rest..

*blushes* sorry everyone.. I had to get it out somewhere... I just..
Today is the second worse yet... :'( The depression is taking me deep
into the blue.. and I'm afraid that it's going to be killing me soon...
I can't take much more.. as much as I know people are hoping
I get through.. there just aren't enough careing people left here
to keep me going... :\

 

[janie]

i got a paper cut yesturday...maybe go do some origami? n see if u get lucky hahah

 

[innocencexisxlove]

ha.. guess it's worth a try.
and if i don't get lucky.
well atleast i'll have been creative.
thats a plus, right?

 

[janie]

yeah - its hard to make up ur own thing with origami tho i usually just make the ...5 things i can to entertain kids. but if u can make a good glider and get to the top of a building to throw it off - that is fun. with a good breeze they go for miles.

aaaaaghhhh got like 1.5 hrs to kill at "work" so bored~ n this computer blocks msn/youtube/chat windowsss y_y

 

[innocencexisxlove]

ha. thats how my school is. the computers block everything.
hmm.. idk if i'll become that lucky.. but i know how to make a few things.
maybe i'll try and strike my memory and get creative.. idk.