I'm bloody well sick of telling people I'm there for them and then them not trusting me. I'm sick of being best of friends with someone only to be completely blind and thrown for a loop. I thought I knew you well. I guess I was completely wrong. I'm sorry you felt you couldn't trust me. I thought you were okay but then again you wouldn't tell me if something was wrong anyways, now would you? You'd leave me in the dark only to have other people tell me you've fucked off for good. I'm bloody sick of feeling like people I consider friends not feeling like they can rant. I've told people that my problems aside I'm always here. I treat my friends like they are the first and foremost. I always will because I value the friendships I have. I'm sorry I'm so blind. I'm sorry I couldn't help you. I guess it's just that you didnt' trust me enough.