Blue Xmas lights seemed appropriate

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Hannahp, Dec 1, 2013.

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  1. Hannahp

    Hannahp Member

    I didn't want to put up Xmas tree/decorations but forced myself to go through the motions. I have been dreading this month for a long time. If it was not for my diabetic dog and roommate I don't think I would be here today. I look forward to the night's but then when they are here I dread the thought of sleep because that will be another day. I'm so tired.

    I hate the song Blue Christmas too.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hugs to you hun i too have had to push myself to put up a tree. i am sorry you are struggling so and hope by coming here and posting it helps to release some of the sadness
  3. emily83

    emily83 Well-Known Member

    i've used blue and white lights, this year. blue for my mood, and white just because i needed another colour
  4. silentlyfading

    silentlyfading Well-Known Member

    Aint done Christmas for the past 3 years id rather not celebrate the end of another year . With a illness like this year's turn into months and months turn into days now the only variety I have is being asleep or awake. Groundhog day !!
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