Race towards an early grave
For as long as I can remember, I've hated just about everything about the way I look. I guess it doesn't help that I've been compared to a sumo, pig, monkey, been outright called ugly, asked if I ever broke my nose, told my teeth are really crooked, and generally picked on for things regarding my appearance. Some people may compliment me from time to time, but it's hard to see what they see. It doesn't help that people have called me pretty or whatever, only to say they were joking, or outright mock the way I look. I don't see how anyone can stand to look at me, because I can barely stand the sight of myself. I don't see how anyone could ever love me, because I am sure they would be disgusted by me. Does anyone else feel this badly about themselves, and how do you cope with it?