body dysmorphia

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by pit, Jul 5, 2009.

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  1. pit

    pit Well-Known Member

    I knew I should've killed myself before I got any uglier. A friend of mine gave me a photograph she took of me at the beach. Horrendous! I hate the way my face looks, particularly my mouth. I'd like to peel my lips off and get new ones. I don't like my cheeks. I never liked my smile. I want larger teeth, they're too small. Stubby even. Little stubs in banks of gums. Also a receding hairline. Maybe I can go to Home Depot to get some tools to perform at home surgery on myself. Somebody please kill me before I get any uglier. Thank you.
  2. christian_1990

    christian_1990 Well-Known Member

    some ppl r black, some r white, some ppl doesnt have arm, legs, thats life oh yea unfair
  3. pit

    pit Well-Known Member

    Sometimes I smell like my dad. In that photo, I was beginning to look like my Grandpop. Don't want that to happen! Don't want it!
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    i would like to loose about 30 pounds be prettier smarter but i got what i got A therapist could help you with your low self esteem but from what i see you are compassionate and caring. There is a inner beauty that is more important than any physical one I hope you can get help to see that you are special just like everyone each in our own way.
  5. depleted_soul

    depleted_soul Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry you don't like the way you look. I can tell you that you are not alone. I can't name one thing about my appearance that I like. I think I got the worse genes out of my entire family. So I have suck ass looks to match my suck ass life...
  6. pit

    pit Well-Known Member

    That's exactly how I feel. I remember my mom saying why can't he be taller and stronger blah blah blah. And I remember spying on my mom's conversation to my aunt - "he's pale, he's sickly..blah blah blah. I look in the mirror only to search for an angle that pleases me. A trick of the light to make me look even slightly handsome. It sucks getting old.

    I prescribe my head to be stuck in a vice while a Mack truck slams into it.

  7. LenaLunacy

    LenaLunacy Well-Known Member

    We all think we're worse than we really are. We are our own worst critics! What we see in ourselves, others don't see in you. :hug:
  8. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    :agreed: When you learn to like yourself, others will like and accept you too. :)
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