I'm not sure if i can go on anymore. I am a college student in a fairly demanding program. In less than 72 hours i begin 4 days of 6 exams. The whole semester has been crapp and profs are not the greatest. It sucks becaus eive enjoyed my time here, untilnow. And now i am trying to study, but my significant other is making unreasonable requests of me. Im extremely upset because i dont want to lose her, yet she tells me shes tired of hearing my negativity, and me wanting to kill myself. I can't imagine what it must be like on her side, but, i am simply tired of life not throwing me a bone. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. I want to kill myself, painlessly, quickly. The only reason why i haven't done so thus far is because of the effect it would have on my friends and family. But that its not fair. Why should i have to suffer for them? Why should i have to keep breathing for them when im in so much pain.