Body wit a dead soul

I cant live nor i can die.damn my life's horibble.I do wanna live but i fear abt the up's n down's...damn..i cant take it anymore.When will i have sum happy dayz in my life?:sad:

 

Man... do i read you.....

I feel completly trapped in here.

Some say happyness comes up when we least expect. If that's my case, perhaps it won't be long, cause i'm starting to stop believing...