i dont really know how to start this but i guess ill try to start from the beginning. ive had suicidal thoughts and ive come close to ending it but i never actually tried. but recently (like a couple minuites ago) my parents found all my heroin and they got rid of it. i know my life is gonna be a living hell for me and now it seems like a perfect time for me to finally go through with it. i dont even know why im posting this because ive already made up my mind. but thats it i suppose.