I think you know that you're not feeling well when you actually cry at that Borat Film, "Cultural Learnings of America For Make Benefit Glorious Nation of Kazakhstan". I know it sounds ridiculous and funny but it was the bit where he's on the bus and they put the Pamela Anderson DVD on and he's upset because he's having sex with another man, that hit the nail on the head for me, comedy or not. Then he lets his chicken go free with the words 'go live your life', I can sort of laugh about it but at the same time I'm not feeling at all well. I'm terrified of this weekend, purely because of my imagination running riot of the two of them together. I don't know what to do I've tried loads of social physical sports this week, and it helps for a bit, but then you're back to just you again and your thoughts.