Hi my name is Shane. I have simply become bored with living. Let me start from the beginning, last year around this time I was having trouble sleeping, had a lack of appitite and had suicidal thoughts. I went to my doctor and learned I have depression and got pills for that. I'm a mathematics major at my local university and when school started up I just got back to my usual study all day thing. The pills worked I was eating more, sleeping better, and didn't think about dying. I took summer courses last summer because school is what I enjoy but this time around I wanted to spend my summer hanging out with friends, playing sports, and go on a few dates with some girls I met at school. I quickly found that all this stuff bores me and I was enjoying reading books about statistics more then anything else I was doing all summer. The only thing in life I enjoy is mathematics and what the hell is the point, it's a waste of life. I stoped taking my pills about a month ago but still got a prescription refill from my doctor so I got a good 60 or so saved up. My birthday is later this week and I think that would be a nice day to end it.