i can't keep doing this shit, i can't talk to people, im not interested, not even in the net, nor happy people, not 'x' people..all i think of is bla bla bla bla bla. i think i just dont give a shit anymore. (of course i know is a fucking self.defence machanism)- i want to give a shit, but i just don't..i mean i truly dont give a shit. in real-life im shy as hell with women. also im cashless, and Nirvana lost his appeal when i lost respect for dead rock-stars. also everything has lost respect im getting old and im not liking it. fucking shyness.