Currently, at this very moment, I am bored, frustrated with life. Even though I'm sitting here, in my room in the Halls of Residence, with an hour and a half's worth of German tomorrow - a subject which I love and am passionate about, I cannot, at this moment, see a point to it. I want to do something with my life, whatever that may be... and while I'm in the first of four years of doing something that will help me attain a degree that will allow me to make something of my life, that prospect really does not fill me with excitement, happiness or hope at the moment. I'm dissatisfied to be sitting here, typing this out, to be honest. I want to do something - anything ... write a novel, create something that will influence people, do something to help people. Philosophy and German is what my degree is in - both subjects are ones that I love and enjoy immensely, yet, at this moment, I can see absolutely no point in doing them, if it doesn't help me now. I've been reading some blogs about emergency call taking (I like those sort of blogs :tongue: ) - the pay is absolutely crap, but that's what I'd like to be doing at the moment - just to help someone and make myself feel useful.... I came into university with the hope of shaking off this ''bored-with-life'' feeling that had been hanging over me for the last two or three months, and now it's come straight back.. Like some sort of emotionally stalking boomerang.