I'm too bored, but I don't feel like timekillers(playin games,writing,etc.). This isn't fair.... I used to have so much fun, but now I'm bored all the time & don't feel like doin anything at all. Must be possible that I've had all my fun already, now I must experience the opposite of fun..... but I can't go on livin this way... it might drive me to go back to bad habits like cuttin(no offense) or illegal drugs. I have willpower, but am not sure how far it will go. I'm so bored all the time that I drink sometimes(which I don't really like to do). I can't take this shit. I pick up games, start to play, then put the controller down. I used to get stuck on games forever & not stop no matter what. I'm lost.... what a life to live.