Why am I a born looser, starting from the beginning I’ll tell u why. I am the middle child. That’s a kiss of death to start off. Every time my siblings did something they weren’t suppose to, I got the shit, because my brother was old enough to know better and my younger sister was to young to know any better, so I got blamed for everything. As life went on, I think I was 5 I got the mumps, the bad version, which left me with out enough hormones to make me a complete man. Meaning I can’t grow hair on my face, arms, legs. I have it everywhere else if u were wondering. Everyone says that’s a good thing cause I don’t have to shave, but I guess I’ll never know As I grew up, having the lack of hormones gave me the worse case of puberty that anyone could think of. Laced with panic attacks, horrific nightmares, uncontrollable fear and that lasted for about 10years. At the age of 15, I grew about a foot tall in 1 year, and my body couldn’t handle the change, so to compromise, my rib cage twisted and I a huge bump formed in the centre of my chest. It didn’t hurt, but it was very noticeable. So my parents decided to get it fixed by corrective surgery. I spent 3 months in the hospital, right through Christmas. After I got out, I developed an infection which left an open wound where my mom had to pour pure peroxide into it daily, it was really gross. But it healed over time. Later that year I found that I couldn’t get out of bed because the doctor screwed up and made a real mess, the ribs didn’t heal properly and I had server back pains. So 6 months later I had to go back to the hospital and get another surgery done and have 2 rib tips removed. Another month in the hospital. And one more surgery after that again for another mishap, or screw up. Ah well He left me the biggest zipper down the middle of my chest, to this day I still won’t take off my shirt in public. He thought I would be proud to show it off, but he was wrong, it’s quite discussing. After all the pain, disfiguring scars and no longer can I do any heavy lifting, and still have pain when sitting the wrong way, I hear from a different doctor that if my parents would have just not got the surgery done, the body would have corrected itself over time, figures.